I am not in a good place right now.  Finally, finished filling out the follow up paperwork for disability.  It sucks.  My brother, the award winning photographer(<--he will kill me but wth I am already there)  left to go back to Baltimore and I don't have anything to say other than:

Thank you Chris!!  I love you and you were a welcome relief in this hell that we are going through!!  I will miss you!!  The best part was seeing the girl's face when we picked her up from school and the huge hug that she gave you!!  You have always been there for me whether you know it or not!!

We also had a wonderful dinner with my first step-father, Jake, and his wife Rose.  Had some good laughs over some of the stupid stuff Chris and I did as kids.  My affinity for falling into water from Kansas to South Dakota.  Chris trying to fly a sled over a wall.  Yes, it didn't end so well!! 

I don't want anyone to think my dad and mom aren't here for us either.  However, my step-father is in ICU with sepsis and mom is there for him.  He has battled lymphoma for about 5 years now.  My step-mother has terminal lung cancer, so my dad can not come either.  But we keep them in our prayers daily.

Isnt' that wonderful!

Leslie, the girl and the boy